I hadnt heard from sick boy for weeks and had given up on him. Sad about it but had to accept it.

Suddenly he contacted me out of the blue. Said he had lost his phone - crap. But after initially telling him he was a shit I didnt hold a grudge because he had started working in that time on a new job and he was seeing much more of his child. I was delighted for him and the euphoria of that made his lack of contact less important.

I spoke to him several times over the next few days. He had caught me back up in his spell. I was high when I spoke to him. I was thinking about him too much. After a week he suggested coming over and I told him it wasnt convient. It wasnt. I thought about a time when it would be and texted him a suggested time and he agreed.

We negotiated all sorts of details, I had initially wanted a relationship with him but I knew he didnt want that. I decided that whatever way he was in my life was good for me. And I had ditched young boy so no chance of sex on the horizon.

We came to a disagreement as he wanted to come over for a short time and I wanted him to stay overnight. I just told him to forget it and got on with my evening - offline. After the time when he was originally supposed to come over I went online and there was a message from him. I answered it and we started chatting. The result was sex talk and him turning his webcam on. He is a handsome devil and I couldnt resist - he showed me just how much he wanted to come over, how ready he was. I agreed to dress up and he did too. We agreed a revised time and i went to get changed.

He came over and texted me and eventually he came in. He wanted to see what i looked like and he was keen to get started. We were still in the kitchen!

The phone rang and I went to answer it - it was my x and he had a few questions and moans. I almost moaned down the phone too as sick boy had his fingers inside me as I tried to sound normal and answer questions. He tried to enter me as Im trying to get off the phone with x. Very exciting.

I dragged him upstairs and we got down to sex. We were both excited and he came quite quickly. He had been ready for over an hour so its hardly suprising. We chatted after the sex and I once again felt so much for him. I prefer the chat to the sex. When he decided to go I knew he would not text or msn me. Its just sex to him and so I asked him for no promises. I havent had any contact with him since and I guess I wont until he feels horny again. He makes me horny every time. I just wish he felt more for me.